Today: Public Post Re. My Life {Because I feel I need to or I won’t follow through}
I’m starting anew, after seriously failing myself as far as ‘resolutions’ are concerned. And I am not at all happy. If anything, I’m terribly depressed regarding my health/body/image - inside and out. I’m by no means overweight, though, I do desperately need to work out more; For me, I am unhealthy, though. I can just feel I am. Though I am practically vegan (no meat or dairy), don’t ingest much sugar, and wheat and starch-free, I still don’t feel entirely healthy. Over the summer I felt the best in my life, because I was walking at least an hour everyday, exercising like mad, and eating quite well in addition to being on a regimented wake-and-sleep schedule. I’ll try to drop from a size four to a two and go from a 26.5” waist to 25”. Healthily, of course.
In addition, I’m being extremely lax and abnormally procrastinating with my education as well - yes, even by my standards of procrastination. I am now feeling the pressures of the importance of really learning things - if just for colleges sake, as well as craving knowledge lately.
Starting today I am going to be healthy and learn every bit I am able. I realized I can only get so far ‘faking it’.
Some goals are to gain a better vocabulary and grasp of the English language, read more literature, read more ‘in’ books, write more, draw more, eat healthier and exercise more, and spend less time on Facebook and more face-time in person.
- Today I had a smoothie for breakfast; a veggie salad for lunch; a veggie burger and more salad for dinner; and to end it all a banana chai tea flaxseed smoothie. I took a quite relaxing cleansing shower washing my hair with an avocado and coconut oil concoction, and I feel really splendid right now. After I finish my homework (which, I’ve been postponing) I aim to do cardio for about twenty minutes and then some yoga.
- Tomorrow, I plan to get up around 6:40 or so, drink lots of water, and read some more, as well as look into higher educational options. And definitely get offline more and live more in the non-virtual world and observe more what’s around me.
We’ll see what happens from there. Wish me lots leg breaking with these endeavors! I’ll need it.

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